Luke 15:1-10
1Now
all the tax collectors and sinners were coming near to listen to him. 2And
the Pharisees and the scribes were grumbling and saying, "This fellow
welcomes sinners and eats with them."
3So
he told them this parable: 4"Which one of you, having a hundred
sheep and losing one of them, does not leave the ninety-nine in the wilderness
and go after the one that is lost until he finds it? 5When he has
found it, he lays it on his shoulders and rejoices. 6And when he
comes home, he calls together his friends and neighbors, saying to them,
'Rejoice with me, for I have found my sheep that was lost.' 7Just
so, I tell you, there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents
than over ninety-nine righteous persons who need no repentance.
8"Or
what woman having ten silver coins, if she loses one of them, does not light a
lamp, sweep the house, and search carefully until she finds it? 9When
she has found it, she calls together her friends and neighbors, saying,
'Rejoice with me, for I have found the coin that I had lost.' 10Just
so, I tell you, there is joy in the presence of the angels of God over one
sinner who repents."
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Will
said all his shirts had holes, and I was sure they did. He always had a
penchant for old shirts, those which had long since died, and might not even
make good rags. I could imagine how bad his clothes were if he was actually
noticing. He’d been living out his car since November, and traveling in it as
well for the last couple months. On his way back to Missoula, where he’d been
living, Will called to see if he could grab some stuff from the basement in the
manse, which sits like a hidden time-warp of his past, like a complex
underbelly, below my white and pastel feminine decor. Before I saw him, I
smelled him, all the way from the top of the stairs, that smell of stale body
odor, like a homeless man in a closed subway car. I had never smelled that
smell from someone I know. Walking downstairs into its funk I saw him, his hair
outgrown and wild, bleached and dry, his skin weathered and tan, his eyes old
and tired. To think, not long ago, he was once so dashing and handsome, and
looked far younger than his age. After he finished packing what he could fit in
his old Volvo station wagon, with a busted passenger window, and a history of
breaking down, I offered him a shower, a snack, some coffee for the road, and
hug. It was all I could do, beside ask a particular congregation member who
keeps Will in his prayers to keep praying. But I asked for that prayer, because
I believe that there is a Good Shepherd continually searching for the lost.
I
think Emmylou Harris, believes this too when she writes about a lost daughter,
in her song, “My Baby Needs a Shepherd.”
I will sing you her story, but I know with a few words changed, the
story of someone who is lost, is one many of us share.
My baby needs a shepherd, she's lost
out on the hill
Too late, I tried to call her when the
night was cold and still
And I tell myself I'll find her but I
know I never will
My baby needs a shepherd, she's lost
out on the hill
My baby needs an angel, she never
learned to fly
She'll not reach sanctuary just by
looking to the sky
I guess I could have carried her but I
didn't even try
My baby needs an angel, she never
learned to fly
Oh, I ran so far through a broken land
I was following that drummer, beating
in a different band
Somewhere on the highway, I let go of
her hand
Now she's gone forever like her
footprints in the sand
Toora loora loora lo, first the seed
and then the rose
Toora loora loora li, my kingdom for a
lullaby
My baby needs a pilot, she has no magic
wand
To help her part the troubled waters of
the Rubicon
But in my soul, I know she'll have to
go this one alone
After all that is the only way she's
ever known
But there is no lamp in all this dark
That could chase away her shadow from
the corners of my heart
I pray she rides a dolphin but she's
swimmin' with the shark
Out where none can save her, not even
Noah and his ark
Toora loora loora lo, to the cradle
comes the crow
Toora loora loora li, my kingdom for a
lullaby
My baby needs a mother to love her till
the end
Up every rugged mountain and down every
road that bends
Sometimes, I hear her cryin' but I
guess it's just the wind
My baby needs a mother to love her till
the end
After
describing letting go of her daughter’s hand, Emmylou Harris ends her song,
with the words, “My baby needs a mother to love her till the end.” Emmylou
Harris knows that there is a Good Shepherd, whose promise is to go and search
for the lost, until they are found. I believe that there is a Good Shepherd
continually searching for the lost.
I
look at this scripture, and I notice the tax collectors and the sinners,
drawing near to listen to Jesus. After all the others have left, those who
remain have nothing to loose, no social standing from which to fall, and I can
only imagine how odd it was that someone who was neither a tax collector, nor a
sinner, paid much direct attention to those lowly groups. This absurdity is
echoed by the Pharisees and the scribes grumbling that, "This fellow welcomes sinners and eats
with them." It may seem as though Jesus tells these parables for the tax
collectors and sinners, but it is to all four groups Jesus is speaking. His
message is also for the Pharisees and the scribes. He has a message all need to
hear.
The
tax collectors and sinners need to know that they are sheep, and the Good
Shepherd is going out in the wilderness to find the lost. That Jesus is
standing in a crowd, preaching his controversial message of grace, and walking
toward his death, that these few may be saved, that even one of of the lost may
be found. That the habitually sinful might turn their lives around, and is so
doing bring joy to heaven and the angels of God. He wants them to believe that
there is a Good Shepherd continually searching for the lost, and rejoicing when
they are found.
The
Pharisees and scribes need to be reminded of the enormity of God’s welcome.
That grace is not only for the righteous, but for all. That unlike the
Pharisees, those in power, with holy lives, God does not sit content with the
saints, but came for the sinners that, “there will be more joy in heaven over
one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who need no
repentance.” Jesus wants them to believe that there is a Good Shepherd
continually searching for the lost, and rejoicing when they are found.
If
we take time to notice, we will see Jesus welcoming the lost. This
week I visited the Compassion Center at the Nazarene Church, and talked with
Cliff Cole who runs one of their ministries. He teaches year long classes for
perpetrators of Domestic Violence. He showed me his classroom. On one side of
the room was a list of ways perpetrators think, and beside it was a drawing of
a frog jumping out of hot water, eyes bugging in anger, red exclamations from
its head. On the other side was a list of healthy ways people deal with stress
or anger. Beside this list there was a charicture of the same frog, sitting and
relaxing in boiling water. The question I was most curious about, was how do
these perpetrators get it, or change. What makes the switch? Cliff explained
that not all do, but that if they stick with the program and want to change,
there will be a moment when they get it. He told a story of a man who looked at
the perpetrator chart and said, “I did every single one of those things.” Cliff
described knowing that man was changed, knowing that man had been lost, but now
was found. I believe that there is a
Good Shepherd continually searching for the lost, and when they come home there
is rejoicing.
We
the church, in our best moments do the same. In droves, the
middle schoolers, have been coming, down the corridor of staircase and hall, to
the florescent yellow glow of the multicolored PYG pen. Backpacks are chucked
toward the wall, like an afterthought, rearranging the reason for getting up
early, from the duty of school, to the bounty of Open Door. The eyes of many
youth still waking, and cheeks full of the puff and discolor of sleep. Others
are excited as if no one told them you aren’t supposed to be a morning person
in your teens. Perhaps the smell of sausage, or the lure of smoothies, have
tricked them into our basement. But food alone is not reason enough for this
church ministry to be thriving. It thrives because people like Luke, or
Shannon, or Zach Ellis, are down there to ask kids how they are doing, to
listen to their answer, and to simply play together. Already this school year, hardships and
blessings have been shared from youth to adult, and one has to wonder in those
moments have the lost become found, the excluded become included, the hungry
truly fed. Open Door serves because we know there are kids who are lost.
Likewise, adult volunteers, many of whom are in retirement, or empty nesters,
or others of whom come before work, have found a place to give back, a place to
belong, a place which gives meaning to their lives. Whether we are adults or
children, I believe that there is a Good Shepherd continually searching for the
lost. I can only imagine if the Pharisees and scribes had an Open Door for the
tax collectors and sinners, how Jesus might have rejoiced.
In
our own church, Mark Ferns shared that Andy was able to cook at a friend’s
wedding, and even go to batchlor party, and remain sober. There was rejoicing
in Lectionary Bible Study when this news was heard. I believe that there is a
Good Shepherd continually searching for the lost, and when they come home there
is rejoicing.
In
many congregations children are not welcomed in worship, or in the life of the
church. With the words, ‘shhhh,’ children are lost to a quiet sanctuary, a back
nursery, or not in the building at all.
Here at First Pres. it is hard for me to imagine anyone telling a child
they cannot bring a balloon in church. Likewise, I am thankful for a
congregation willing to let the kids, or the youth, have a Sunday geared toward
them. Last week when Alex shouted after the Rembold’s special music, “That was
the best song ever,” his praise was welcomed with rejoicing. In this place, the
children of God are found, whether they be young or young at heart, or even
just old plain old curmudgeonly. In this place, I believe that there is a Good
Shepherd continually searching for the lost, and when they are found there is
rejoicing.
I
believe that there is a Good Shepherd continually searching for the lost, and
inviting us to come and rejoice when they are found. I believe that there is a
Good Shepherd who will never stop searching for Will, and I believe that part
of that Shepherd exists in the prayers of that congregation member. I believe
Andy Ferns right now is a testament to the Good Shepherd. I believe that there
is a Good Shepherd for the lost girl in the Emmylou Harris song. I believe that
there is a Good Shepherd in Cliff Cole of the Compassion Center and I believe
that there are Good Shepherds of all ages in our basement for Open Door in the
mornings. I believe there is a Good Shepherd who sits each Sunday in this
Sanctuary and reminds us to welcome these children in all their exuberance, and
to rejoice with them in in song and celebration. I believe there is a good
shepherd who is continually searching for the lost, and I know when they are
found that the angels of God and heaven itself is rejoicing. Alleluia, Amen.